Update...

Okay, my diet from men is working. I'm getting better by the minute. Today, I only had man-crush-thoughts a few times. I was really proud of myself. Now mind you, I could hardly look any of them in the eye. That will come later. For the time being I don't want any of them to 'glamour' me like the vampires do to the humans on True Blood. It sounds crazy but that's how I feel. I have to keep my encounters brief, even with strangers. Keep praying for your girl. I'm trying to stay true to my promise.